ramblings..

there are times when you know that you should just wash your hands off the matter.

it's time i should.

i don't really feel like giving much effort into the planning for this one. anymore.

not that i have a lot to plan for to begin with.

it was meant to be big and exciting.

not.

for us at least.

everyone on this side feels uninvolved and unimportant.

i mean you don't just become involved by attending a session.

my "role" may seem big and important. but actually it is only all in the name.

she didn't have a choice in choosing anyone else anyway.

the traditions have been looked upon with disgust and dealt away with.

much to the disappoint of one.

i mean. why bother with tradition. right.

maybe there were just too many expectations.

i shan't have anymore expectations.

to avoid more disappointments.

i'll just be there to attend and perform and be as happy as i can.