today was not a very good day..
was pretty sore abt the fact that i couldn't drive to sch today cos my sis took the car.. was thinking that i could have saved up loadsa time by driving to tuition and back to sch so that i could study more.. but nope.. it din turn out that way..
so i thought.. hey.. maybe if my sis fetches me from tuition i can still drive back to sch.. den i can stay in sch later to study cos i no need to worry abt transport home rite? well.. becos we had to run an errand at bishan.. i ended up sending my sis to j8 and den home.. on the way home from j8.. my sister suddenly asks.. "does papa noe u're taking the car? did he drive the van back (so that he has transport to work after dinner)?"
UH-OH
totally forgot abt the dad..
so my sis called up and my dad flared up over the fone.. saying we dunch noe how to think and whatever lah.. plus i couldn't hear what the hell my dad said over the fone cos i was listening to the speaker phone function on my sis's handphone.. so i was pissed off and decided to take the bus to sch instead so as to avoid more conflicts at home (and hopefully save more time).. but my sis said to go home first and see how..
so upon reaching home.. the moment i asked my dad whether he drove the van and whether i could take the car.. he starts scolding me about how i duno how to think and that it totally doesn't make sense to drive the car around the world and blah blah.. of course.. he makes use of this chance to chide me for not going home for dinner.. i was jus standing there getting awfully pissed off and trying to hold back tears..
den after he finishes scolding me.. he says i can go back to sch.. so i stormed off to the door.. fumbling with my bag cos i was trying to find the blardy keys to open the gate.. the longer i took to find the keys.. the more gek i was and i started tearing cos i was sooooo pissed..
when i finally found the keys.. and open the gate.. i heard my neighbour's gate opening.. i was thinking.. "f***.. its so embarrassing to let the neighbour see me cry.." so i quickly rubbed my eyes to dry them.. but of course.. the more i try to rub.. the more gek i became.. and more tears flowed.. so when i was waiting for the lift.. i continued rubbing my eyes hoping to dry them before my neighbour sees it.. (but surprisingly my neighbour din come out of the house..)
when i reached the car.. i looked ard and was like.. eh.. i dry my eyes alr wot.. why my vision still so blur.. den i realised.. my right eye the contact lens was GONE!!!! so much for saving time.. i ended up spending more time trying to search for my lens by retracing my steps..
so i went back up to put on my specs so that i can find my lens.. my mum happily said.. "mini confirm ate it up alr.." and when my dad heard i lost my contacts.. he was like "how the hell can u drop ur lens and not know where u dropped it?!" i really felt like retorting "cos i was crying and i couldn't tell the f***ing difference between blurred vision due to tears and blurred vision due to myopia!!" but of course.. common sense told me that would only lead to doom.. so i jus ignored my dad and left the house..
before i left the house.. my dearest sister had to add in
"did u thank papa for giving you the car? he even gave u the card to top up the petrol.."
honestly.. during normal times.. i would.. but i was so blardy pissed off that i din see the blardy point cos my time meant for studying has been wasted on getting scolded and searching for my lens.. so i told her to leave me alone cos i was pissed.. and she had to "why are u still pissed? u got the car alr wot.. still pissed for wot.. "
:|
i was pissed cos i thought by getting the car i could save more time and study more but i ended wasting so much time and to make things worse.. my frens were waiting for me at holland v for dinner.. ARGh.. i was jus thinking if i only took a bus back to sch after tuition NONE OF THESE WOULD HAVE HAPPENED..
so while i was waiting for the lift to go down.. i decided to search the 3 lifts (cos i couldn't rem which lift i was in) one by one hoping to find my lens.. after searching for 2 lifts.. i finally realised the last lift was the lift i took.. but it REFUSED to stop at my floor!! and worse.. it stopped at many floors!! i.e. many ppl are in the lift and the chances of finding my contact lens intact was almost ZERO..
when the lift finally came.. i went in and started searching.. somehow i jus had a feeling it wouldn't be around.. and it really wasn't.. so with a heavy heart.. i drove to holland v to meet dee and all.. btw.. my sis had to internet sms me to remind me to sms my dad to thank him.. at that point of time.. i was really "WTF.."
this is so ironic cos earlier in the day.. i was studying provocation for crim law and somehow.. this seem to be the cumulative provocation i was reading about lah.. jus that not jus one person was provoking me.. wouldn't surprise me if i "snapped" and killed someone..
so after studying.. when i was driving home.. i was talking to jasmin on the phone and complaining to her.. she was also telling me how it was almost zero chance that i will find my contact lens.. how encouraging hor.. but i still decided to go against the odds and try my luck..
so as i retraced my steps from the car park into the lift.. i still say nothing.. jus when i was about to give up all hopes.. i got out of the lift and decided to search around the common area out side the lift..
LO AND BEHOLD!!!
i found it outside the lift!!!!!!!!!!
i was sooooooooooo happy!!!!
i practically skipped into the house!
muahahaha... what a turn of events rite..
now ruoying.. understand what i mean by an emotionally turbulent night?
haha.. alrites.. i need to stop.. i have to continue with "justice" for legal theory..
sigh.. did i mention how i hate legal theory??
i probably did.. but.. i jus have to repeat this..
I HATE LEGAL THEORY!!!!!
alrites.. i feel beta now!
tata!
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